Friday, April 8, 2011
This is for you
생일 축하
You are really something huh?
Caught me off guard
Then reel me towards you
And then break my heart into a million pieces
No one but you huh?
I may have asked that you should be removed from my heart
But gosh it's surely painful and difficult
No matter what I keep coming back to you
Not that I cant forget about you
I kinda refuse to
That slight feeling of fantasy and dream
Sigh
I am nothing to you but just another girl that liked you
Nothing more but a mere friend
I cant be compared to those girls
Never ever
Am I right?
(I really dont care much now...I can spam as much as I want coz no one reads my blog so WHAT?!)
I have stumbled on another playboy who just doesnt know that he is one
You said that I am considered a close friend but where am I now?
At home
Honestly, we have indeed drifted apart
I know that it's a dangerous question but I only asked them coz I really want to know
Where do we stand
Where do I stand
I guess I am still not satisfied
You told me before to be honest right?
Honestly I still like you
And I realised that I have never said it directly to you
You just guessed it
ARGH!
I guess we all really wearing a mask of our own
And I have to fake being a friend
A guy's friend
Listening to you telling me about your crush
I cant tell if you are just making me jealous or what
You never seem to ever sound like you are telling the truth
It's all a game
'Teardrops on my guitar'
-asjkdkshfh-
G.L.U.E.
Labels: friends, pain, tired, you
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
I can't believe I'm saying this
When I first wrote this I cried after that
Take it away
Remove it
Remove him from my heart
Labels: like, love, pain, you
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Take the lead
Dancing
One of the many things that I love
Since I was a little girl
I would be dancing around
Loving ever moment of it
Especially dancing in front of people
My daddy used to dance with me
Letting me stand on his feet
And faking waltz all around the room
One of the best things to do as a kid
But I could only enjoy so little of it
That sometimes I wonder
If my daddy ever did do that
Dancing allows me to be free
Free as a bird
Maybe that's why
When I am before God
Stressed out and heavy hearted
He would take my hands
And invite me to dance with him
Like how my daddy would
My heavenly daddy knows me
Knows what destresses me
That's how much He loves me
That's how He comforts me
That's how He tell me
To let go and let him
Let Him take the lead
Labels: dance, God, letting go, stress
Friday, December 10, 2010
What has become of me
I feel so dirty
I do not deserve to be
Who others see me as
What has become of me
I feel so degraded
I do not like this
What I have become
I do not like this feeling
Being stuck in this
Like a stick in a mud
Someone help me please
I have failed you
You blessed me with so much
But I misused them
I ran away with them
Will you welcome me
With opened arms
Like the father of the prodigal son
Running towards him
Will you embrace me
This filthy me
All covered in mud
Will you be disgusted
I need you
I need you to hold me
I am falling
Hundred feet high
You said to me
I will hold on to you
In fact I have always
I have always been here
Do not be afraid
For I am here with you
I will remember
All those that you have given to me
So once again,
G - Glorifying You
L - Loving You alone
U - Uplifting praises unto You
E - Everlasting & living God
-You ran-
G.L.U.E.
Labels: G.L.U.E., God, help
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Will you wait for me?
I am still growing
I have yet to reach that stage
I need more time
My daddy said that I'm still a little girl
And little girls should not be out there yet
Will you wait for me?
Even if it has to take forever?
Will you?
I hope that you do
The ultimate test is this
How much can you take?
When you say yes,
That's when the timer starts
I don't know when it will stop
And when exactly my daddy will give the green light
Will you take the challenge?
Are you ready?
I challenge you
-timer-
G.L.U.E.
Labels: time, you
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Back at home
Returning soon
I dread going back
I dread a lot of things
I am tired
I have forgotten how you look like
I want to miss
But I wonder how
Is it over
Will it ever happen
I thought it will
Dreams
Do they come true
Do they only touch others
Not people like me
Time
Flies away so quickly
I tell myself
It's alright, it's ok
Some song
Drown in kpop
It's going over and over again
Just another craze
It's time isn't it
Step on another platform
Here we go again
-future-
G.L.U.E.
Labels: life, now, time
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Since no one reads my blog...I shall spam til my heart's content! :D
When I thought that all was well
I was wrong
Surely as they say
All good things must come to an end
Just like that song
It's ringing in my head
This is just so frustrating
I'm really close to tears
Maybe after this I will
Cry to my heart's content
I often wondered
Why such things happen to me
And only me
But maybe I am wrong
Maybe somewhere out there
Someone is in the same situation as me
Is there anything wrong with me
Maybe I stink
But the real truth is that
I am down right weird
But I know that I am special
To you and only you
Is this the end
Why is it so
I don't want it to be
What happen
I want to know
Before I eat my heart out
If you smell blood
Then I think that's the end
I want to run into your arms
Because that's where I am safe
I know I will never get hurt
If I stay there
Why is everyone so mean
Is this suppose to be it
I thought that we are friends
I don't believe that we aren't anymore
This is just too fast
I have yet to take a breath
I don't want this to end
I am so tired
I need you
I desperately need you
Please I beg you
Do not let go
Why do I feel like trash
I know that I'm not
I am the bin
Who collects stories and stuff
From all around me
But my bin is empty
No one wants me
There's really none
But you alone
Even when I am left there
Sitting alone
You never failed to sit with me
Even when I don't see you
You are there
Always and forever
For me
-right now-
G.L.U.E.
Labels: feelings, now, sadness
Friday, April 8, 2011
This is for you
생일 축하
You are really something huh?
Caught me off guard
Then reel me towards you
And then break my heart into a million pieces
No one but you huh?
I may have asked that you should be removed from my heart
But gosh it's surely painful and difficult
No matter what I keep coming back to you
Not that I cant forget about you
I kinda refuse to
That slight feeling of fantasy and dream
Sigh
I am nothing to you but just another girl that liked you
Nothing more but a mere friend
I cant be compared to those girls
Never ever
Am I right?
(I really dont care much now...I can spam as much as I want coz no one reads my blog so WHAT?!)
I have stumbled on another playboy who just doesnt know that he is one
You said that I am considered a close friend but where am I now?
At home
Honestly, we have indeed drifted apart
I know that it's a dangerous question but I only asked them coz I really want to know
Where do we stand
Where do I stand
I guess I am still not satisfied
You told me before to be honest right?
Honestly I still like you
And I realised that I have never said it directly to you
You just guessed it
ARGH!
I guess we all really wearing a mask of our own
And I have to fake being a friend
A guy's friend
Listening to you telling me about your crush
I cant tell if you are just making me jealous or what
You never seem to ever sound like you are telling the truth
It's all a game
'Teardrops on my guitar'
-asjkdkshfh-
G.L.U.E.
Labels: friends, pain, tired, you
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
I can't believe I'm saying this
When I first wrote this I cried after that
Take it away
Remove it
Remove him from my heart
Labels: like, love, pain, you
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
Take the lead
Dancing
One of the many things that I love
Since I was a little girl
I would be dancing around
Loving ever moment of it
Especially dancing in front of people
My daddy used to dance with me
Letting me stand on his feet
And faking waltz all around the room
One of the best things to do as a kid
But I could only enjoy so little of it
That sometimes I wonder
If my daddy ever did do that
Dancing allows me to be free
Free as a bird
Maybe that's why
When I am before God
Stressed out and heavy hearted
He would take my hands
And invite me to dance with him
Like how my daddy would
My heavenly daddy knows me
Knows what destresses me
That's how much He loves me
That's how He comforts me
That's how He tell me
To let go and let him
Let Him take the lead
Labels: dance, God, letting go, stress
Friday, December 10, 2010
What has become of me
I feel so dirty
I do not deserve to be
Who others see me as
What has become of me
I feel so degraded
I do not like this
What I have become
I do not like this feeling
Being stuck in this
Like a stick in a mud
Someone help me please
I have failed you
You blessed me with so much
But I misused them
I ran away with them
Will you welcome me
With opened arms
Like the father of the prodigal son
Running towards him
Will you embrace me
This filthy me
All covered in mud
Will you be disgusted
I need you
I need you to hold me
I am falling
Hundred feet high
You said to me
I will hold on to you
In fact I have always
I have always been here
Do not be afraid
For I am here with you
I will remember
All those that you have given to me
So once again,
G - Glorifying You
L - Loving You alone
U - Uplifting praises unto You
E - Everlasting & living God
-You ran-
G.L.U.E.
Labels: G.L.U.E., God, help
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Will you wait for me?
I am still growing
I have yet to reach that stage
I need more time
My daddy said that I'm still a little girl
And little girls should not be out there yet
Will you wait for me?
Even if it has to take forever?
Will you?
I hope that you do
The ultimate test is this
How much can you take?
When you say yes,
That's when the timer starts
I don't know when it will stop
And when exactly my daddy will give the green light
Will you take the challenge?
Are you ready?
I challenge you
-timer-
G.L.U.E.
Labels: time, you
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Back at home
Returning soon
I dread going back
I dread a lot of things
I am tired
I have forgotten how you look like
I want to miss
But I wonder how
Is it over
Will it ever happen
I thought it will
Dreams
Do they come true
Do they only touch others
Not people like me
Time
Flies away so quickly
I tell myself
It's alright, it's ok
Some song
Drown in kpop
It's going over and over again
Just another craze
It's time isn't it
Step on another platform
Here we go again
-future-
G.L.U.E.
Labels: life, now, time
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Since no one reads my blog...I shall spam til my heart's content! :D
When I thought that all was well
I was wrong
Surely as they say
All good things must come to an end
Just like that song
It's ringing in my head
This is just so frustrating
I'm really close to tears
Maybe after this I will
Cry to my heart's content
I often wondered
Why such things happen to me
And only me
But maybe I am wrong
Maybe somewhere out there
Someone is in the same situation as me
Is there anything wrong with me
Maybe I stink
But the real truth is that
I am down right weird
But I know that I am special
To you and only you
Is this the end
Why is it so
I don't want it to be
What happen
I want to know
Before I eat my heart out
If you smell blood
Then I think that's the end
I want to run into your arms
Because that's where I am safe
I know I will never get hurt
If I stay there
Why is everyone so mean
Is this suppose to be it
I thought that we are friends
I don't believe that we aren't anymore
This is just too fast
I have yet to take a breath
I don't want this to end
I am so tired
I need you
I desperately need you
Please I beg you
Do not let go
Why do I feel like trash
I know that I'm not
I am the bin
Who collects stories and stuff
From all around me
But my bin is empty
No one wants me
There's really none
But you alone
Even when I am left there
Sitting alone
You never failed to sit with me
Even when I don't see you
You are there
Always and forever
For me
-right now-
G.L.U.E.
Labels: feelings, now, sadness
